late night revelations

I think I'm in lust.

I went out alone tonight. To a show (surprising I know - T. went to a rock show - that never happens). But It's been a very long time since I've gone on such a solo excursion. Where once I was on my own for most of my outings now I have a whole lot of people who also enjoy the rock shows. And yet tonight I went out alone.

And it was almost ridiculously fun.... in a weird sort of way. Well worth the price of admission....

And I dreamt of camping equipment...endless supplies of camping equipment.

Especially waterproof tents and fleece sleeping bag liners.

suddenly summer

And there it is looming on the horizon. The heat of the sun brings forth all sorts of anticipation. The desire for a disc golf afternoon with friends. The urge for a fire in L.'s backyard with everyone gathered, smiling and laughing through the smoke. Thoughts of random road trips to nowhere and everywhere. The total excitement as the line-ups for our various festivals are announced, or only hinted at. The smile that came to my lips as I walked to the bar last night with the sun still slipping down the horizon. I love this time of year; the time when I say "I can't wait" too many times to count when I really don't want to wish it away at all but to savour every single moment of the season.

To lounge my way through all of it.

Because it always goes too fast.