in retrospect, I just don't know.

I don't know how to tell you that that thing you do makes me crazy.

I don't know how to take something back once I've said it.

I don't know how to vent to you about ANYTHING without it ending up feeling like arguing.

I don't know how to "not get mad" when I am nothing but.

I also don't know how to not be cranky when you keep telling me that I am (when I'm not, not at the beginning anyway)

I don't know how to "just get over it".

I wish I did, wish I could, wish....

...but I don't know how.