how weird is my life?

I hang out with rock stars, musicians, actors and assorted arts types. In the past year I have been kissed full on the mouth by the lead singer of one of my favourite bands in the world, I have hung out with music industry types, I get paid (in part) to throw parties, I have coordinated a couple of festivals; helped out on some others...

But most days I still feel like that giggly little fan girl. And I wonder what I'm doing here. Some days it seems like the better I get at the "schmooze", the more I feel like a fraud.