blah day

I am hoping that I can blame it on the fact that summer seems to have ended with a meteorological kick in the teeth, or on the monthly fluctuation of hormones... but I find myself in a sadly familiar melancholy place where nothing is for sure and everyone has ulterior motives and I am inadequate and a disappointment to everyone including myself. I haven't been here since May so I am finding it difficult now that I am no longer used to it.

How's that for a happy Saturday afternoon?

Prescription:
Hot bath, drugs, musical comfort food, hockey magazines. I think that combo may be just what the doctor ordered.