Wishing for better radar

Sometimes I am not good at reading people. Usually when it means the most to me, my ability to decipher the non-verbal clues and cues seems to desert me. So I'm not sure what his smile meant, or his touch on my shoulder, or even the strange feeling that this is someone I could be silly with (a feeling I love and a rare find indeed). I know what I think it means (what I hope it means?). But like I said, sometimes this is not my forte and I wonder if these feelings are a wish my heart is making or if they are there, really there for the world to see.