sometimes I forget

In spite of the fact that I truly don't think asking for help is a sign of weakness....sometimes I forget which people how many are there to ask. I am reluctant to go in a certain direction although what I've always found there is a constant embrace. I forget their love periodically or perhaps I place limits there where there are none. It's a shame really because at times these are exactly what and who I need. In their longevity they've become less immediate. I need to remember that they are there, as they have been for a very long time. And they understand, as they always have.