more of the same, only not the same at all.

On the one hand, I am closer to what I wanted than I have been in a very long time. On the other hand, I'm not sure I actually have time for the thing I want the most. But I have decided that this time I am going to plow through, and make sacrifices, and just do it. (and drink alot of coffee; and sleep not-so-much) Because sometimes that's what you have to do to get to where you want to be. And because the glimpses of it that I have already had always make me so very happy. And I think if and when I get there, it will all be worth it.

So... here I go...