The other day I wrote a post about how I've been feeling lately and when I tried to post it it disappeared into the ether and I have no idea why. I tried to take it as a sign. Maybe that simple act of writing and having it disappear was a way of purging those feelings, those thoughts.

It doesn't seem to have worked.

I'm not sure I have it in me anymore to write about it.

But I really think I'm losing this battle.