Maybe it is the season. Maybe it's the fact the she is reflecting on the subject over there. Maybe it's the fact that I just passed one of those anniversaries you wish weren't. For whatever reason my mind is filled with that feeling of togetherness, the feeling of strong arms and a shoulder to lean on. My mind is giving it a face but I'm not sure it's really him I'm thinking of ( dreaming of) because I left him behind a long time ago. Perhaps my subconcious just links him with those feelings in that dream state because that's when they were last there in that most wonderful way. He was that solid presence, always there, in all ways there.

It's that I miss. That feeling.